Ignatian Insights 5 : Salvation

Salvation had been one of the predominant themes at the time Inigo lived, and this notion had a deep impact on the man who had great dreams. The human salvation had been one of the preoccupations of Inigo throughout his life. When he was stuck by the cannon ball of the French army at the battle of Pampalona, he was least bothered about his salvation, leave alone of others. But as he was convalescing at the Loyola Castle, and reading the lives of Christ and of saints, he realized a need to ask himself what he was seeking in life, and that led him to a life-long quest, searching for ways of achieving his salvation and that of others.

The quest of personal salvation and that of others has been a major concern for Inigo, as he avowed to go on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem, after his health was restored at Loyola. This he put down at the Principle and Foundation in his little book, The Spiritual Exercises (no. 23). He had realized that the goal of human existence was to praise, reverence God and by doing this to achieve one’s own salvation, and that of others. The notions of vain glory, honor and pride, the three cardinal vices which Satan’s camp advocated, could only prevent him from achieving his salvation.

We may wonder why Inigo was preoccupied with this notion almost from the very beginning of his new life; though he had occasionally experienced the fear of the fires of hell for his past sins, his main reason for paying close attention to personal salvation was to find avenues where he would find lasting peace, joy and consolation. The day dreaming about vain glory and the noble lady whom he desired to marry, only left him high and dry. He realized Christ and the saints alone could open the gates of his personal salvation.

As soon as he embarked on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem, with no moneyand possessions, but fully trusting in the providence of God, he felt deep within an urge to share his spiritual insights with others. He engaged himself in spiritual conversation with people who were attracted to his piety and holiness. This was not an attempt on the part of Inigo to parade his spiritual insights, but he was keenly interested in influencing others to come back to the Lord and find their own salvation in him. He felt he could positively influence others who were inclined to his sharing, and thus drew them closer to God. He was not always successful in bringing people back to God, but he made sincere attempts to help others find their own salvation.

It would be quite irrelevant to ask ourselves if Inigo was successful in achieving the salvation of himself and that of others. He realized that after his conversion he was a changed man, who was committed to the Lord, and he could never think of getting back to his earlier times of chivalry or royal service. The fact that he had several significant spiritual experiences, especially at river Cardoner, at St Paul outside Rome, we know that he was placed with Christ carrying his Cross, as a true son and servant of God. Inigo wished to remind us that part of our salvation also depends on the salvation of others we are living with. And herein lies yet another unique contribution of Ignatius of Loyola.